不但巴黎是可被消費的，型男也是可被消費的。
link to 麥田出版「瘋巴黎」書系簡介
link to 「瘋巴黎」部落格
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
克羅里的性別之謎
link to wikiAnthony J. Crowley
尼爾蓋曼與泰瑞普萊契合著＜好預兆＞書中的角色
他是一位惡魔，
根據書中的描述：這名天使比較不是一口氣墮落，而是茫然漫步往下走。"
An angel who didn't so much fall, as saunter vaguely downwards. "
在世界末日前，惡魔的主要任務是擾亂人類的心智
他的一次引以為傲的行動：”我在午餐時間，讓倫敦市中心的所有手機系統停擺45分鐘。”
（其他傑作包含：威爾斯語電視台，增值稅，M25 motorway，以及，曼聯）
克羅里 Crowley 名字的典故主要來自神秘學家 Aleister Crowley
以及英國童謠A Frog He Would A Wooing Go中的歌詞
”Heigh-ho says Anthony Rowley.” （在書中：”嘿－吼。” 克羅里說。）
克羅里即是伊甸園裡誘惑夏娃摘食知善惡樹果實的那條蛇
他自承：”我心裡忍不住想，蘋果那件事是不是也做對了。惡魔如果做好事，可會惹上麻煩。”
（參考：彌爾頓”失樂園”摘要）
克羅里原名Crawly而非Crowley （ Crawly '爬行的' 暗示他蛇的原形）
但他改為Crowley，因為："it just wasn't 'Him'".
（關於”改名字”這件事，Aleister Crowley自己也有一段囉唆的告白）
那條蛇：
在原典（《聖經》舊約創世紀）裡沒有註明蛇的性別
彌爾頓的失樂園裡，形容是撒旦本人”進入熟睡中的蛇身體裡面”
中世紀之後，在部分圖畫作品裡，蛇經常被詮釋為女性
（參考作品：
Garden of Eden
Michelangelo. The Fall of Man and the Expulsion from the Garden of Eden
更常被視為就是Lilith －
the queen of demons ，the beautiful maiden， apocryphally the first wife of Adam.
（參考：
Fall of Man
...Adam, Eve, and a female serpent (possibly Lilith) ）
Lilitu demons
...the later Kabbalah depictions of Lilith as a serpent in the Garden of Eden
（到目前為止，我還沒有查到將蛇視為Lilith的歷史典故
＜女人化身為蛇＞的意象在舊大陸的宗教信仰中也十分普遍，不但是舊約聖經中人類”墮落”的主題，也成為日後藝術與文學中最重要的元素。
因此有可能只是將狡猾的蛇與最狡猾的女惡魔做連結罷了．）
參考：wiki：Serpent (symbolism)
...Medieval Christian art often depicted the Edenic Serpent as a woman, thus both emphasizing the Serpent's seductiveness as well as its relationship to Eve. (This connection might be due do the influence of Lilith, as well.)
基於以上調查，以及"it just wasn't 'Him'"（儘管他指的應該是他的主人）
我假設克羅里應該是一位女性
而另一位主角則是沒有性別的天使
所以就是
女性原形但表現為男性的惡魔克羅里與無性別原形但表現為陰柔氣質男性的天使阿茲拉斐爾
＝＞＞自我認同為男性的美形T與自我認同為女性的男裝者
萌到爆．．．．．．（尖叫打滾，繞圈圈跑）
（聲明：本書非女性向戀愛書籍！這是一本嚴肅的搞笑書籍！以上言論皆為個人立場！）
（原本我是沒有想歪的，但有一幕是克羅里對阿茲拉斐爾喊了聲ANGEL，令在場一位女士想歪）
（於是我就馬上想歪了）（＂進來阿，天使。＂）@@
（中文版五月出版）（我看的是試讀本）
（不知道為什麼，只有阿茲拉斐爾的頁面提到：Crowley twice refers to Aziraphale as "angel."）
其他：妄想版本克羅里 BY 變態情書大王
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
小說100
[最佳同志小说100]
( 1999 )
有圖 http://www.listsofbests.com/list/47
( 有寫中譯名表示有正體中譯本, 括號內是作者其他正體中譯本 ~
1. Death in Venice by Thomas Mann 魂斷威尼斯 ( 魔山 )
2. Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin 喬凡尼的房間
3. Our Lady of the Flowers by Jean Genet 繁花聖母
4. Remembrance of Things Past by Marcel Proust 追憶似水年華
5. The Immoralist by Andre Gide 背德者
6. Orlando by Virginia Woolf 歐蘭朵
7. The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall 寂寞之井
8. Kiss of the Spider Woman by Manuel Puig 蜘蛛女之吻
9. The Memoirs of Hadrian by Marguerite Yourcenar | x ( 苦煉 )
10. Zami by Audré Lorde
11. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde 格雷的畫像
12. Nightwood by Djuna Barnes
13. Billy Budd by Herman Melville | x ( 白鯨記 )
14. A Boy's Own Story by Edmund White | x ( 已婚男人 / 巴黎晃遊者 )
15. Dancer from the Dance by Andrew Holleran
16. Maurice by E. M. Forster
17. The City and the Pillar by Gore Vidal | x ( 永恆的媚拉 )
18. Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown
19. Brideshead Revisited by Evelyn Waugh
20. Confessions of a Mask by Yukio Mishima 假面的告白
21. The Member of the Wedding by Carson McCullers | x ( 寂寞獵人 )
22. City of Night by John Rechy
23. Myra Breckinridge by Gore Vidal 永恆的媚拉
24. Patience and Sarah by Isabel Miller
25. The Autobiography of Alice B. Toklas by Gertrude Stein
26. Other Voices, Other Rooms by Truman Capote | x ( 第凡內早餐 )
27. The Bostonians by Henry James | x ( 一位女士的畫像 )
28. Two Serious Ladies by Jane Bowles 兩位嚴肅的女人
29. Bastard Out of Carolina by Dorothy Allison 來自卡羅萊納的私生女兒
30. The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers 寂寞獵人
31. Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf 戴洛維夫人
32. The Persian Boy by Mary Renault
33. A Single Man by Christopher Isherwood
34. The Swimming Pool Library by Alan Hollinghurst | x ( 美的線條 )
35. Olivia by Dorothy Bussy
36. The Price of Salt (Carol) by Patricia Highsmith 鹽的代價
37. Aquamarine by Carol Anshaw
38. Another Country by James Baldwin | x ( 喬凡尼的房間 )
39. Chéri by Colette
40. The Turn of the Screw by Henry James | x ( 一位女士的畫像 )
41. The Color Purple by Alice Walker 紫色姊妹花
42. Women in Love by D. H. Lawrence 戀愛中的女人
43. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott 小婦人
44. The Friendly Young Ladies (The Middle Mist) by Mary Renault
45. Young Torless by Robert Musil / 改編電影 / - 其他作品 : 沒有個性的人 -
46. Eustace Chisholm and the Works by James Purdy
47. The Story of Harold by Terry Andrews
48. The Gallery by John Horne Burns
49. Sister Gin by June Arnold
50. Ready to Catch Him Should He Fall by Neil Bartlett
51. Father of Frankenstein by Christopher Bram / 改編電影 : 眾神與野獸
52. Naked Lunch by William Burroughs
53. The Berlin Stories by Christopher Isherwood
54. The Young and Evil by Charles Henri Ford and Parker Tyler
55. Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit by Jeanette Winterson
56. A Visitation of Spirits by Randall Kenan
57. Three Lives by Gertrude Stein
58. Concerning the Eccentricities of Cardinal Pirelli by Ronald Firbank
59. Rat Bohemia by Sarah Schulman
60. Pale Fire by Vladimir Nabokov 幽冥的火
61. The Counterfeiters by André Gide 偽幣製造者
62. The Passion by Jeanette Winterson
63. Lover by Bertha Harris
64. Moby Dick by Herman Melville 白鯨記
65. La Batarde by Violette Leduc | x ( 相思無盡 )
66. Death Comes for the Archbishop by Willa Cather
67. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee 梅崗城故事
68. The Satyricon by Petronius
69. The Alexandria Quartet by Lawrence Durrell | x ( 苦檸檬之島：我的賽普勒斯歲月 )
70. Special Friendships by Roger Peyrefitte
71. The Changelings by Jo Sinclair
72. Paradiso by José Lezama Lima
73. Sheeper by Irving Rosenthal
74. Les Guerilleres by Monique Wittig
75. The Child Manuela by Christa Winsloe
76. An Arrow's Flight by Mark Merlis
77. The Gaudy Image by William Talsman
78. The Exquisite Corpse by Alfred Chester
79. Was by Geoff Ryman
80. Théresè and Isabelle by Violette Leduc
81. Gemini by Michel Tournier
82. The Beautiful Room Is Empty by Edmund White | x ( 已婚男人 / 巴黎晃遊者 )
83. The Children's Crusade by Rebecca Brown
84. The Story of the Night by Colm Toibin
85. The Holy Terrors (Les Enfants Terribles) by Jean Cocteau
86. Hell Has No Limits by José Donoso
87. Riverfinger Women by Elana Nachman (Dykewomon)
88. The Man Who Fell in Love with the Moon by Tom Spanbauer
89. Closer by Dennis Cooper | x ( 嬉戲 )
90. Lost Illusions by Honoré de Balzac | x ( 高老頭 等等 )
91. Miss Peabody's Inheritance by Elizabeth Jolley
92. René's Flesh by Virgilio Pi?era
93. Funny Boy by Shyam Selvadurai
94. Wasteland by Jo Sinclair
95. Mrs. Stevens Hears the Mermaids Singing by May Sarton
96. Sea of Tranquillity by Paul Russell
97. Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson
98. In Thrall by Jane DeLynn
99. On Strike Against God by Joanna Russ
100. Sita by Kate Millett
( 看了 7本 )
( 1999 )
有圖 http://www.listsofbests.com/list/47
( 有寫中譯名表示有正體中譯本, 括號內是作者其他正體中譯本 ~
1. Death in Venice by Thomas Mann 魂斷威尼斯 ( 魔山 )
2. Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin 喬凡尼的房間
3. Our Lady of the Flowers by Jean Genet 繁花聖母
4. Remembrance of Things Past by Marcel Proust 追憶似水年華
5. The Immoralist by Andre Gide 背德者
6. Orlando by Virginia Woolf 歐蘭朵
7. The Well of Loneliness by Radclyffe Hall 寂寞之井
8. Kiss of the Spider Woman by Manuel Puig 蜘蛛女之吻
9. The Memoirs of Hadrian by Marguerite Yourcenar | x ( 苦煉 )
10. Zami by Audré Lorde
11. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde 格雷的畫像
12. Nightwood by Djuna Barnes
13. Billy Budd by Herman Melville | x ( 白鯨記 )
14. A Boy's Own Story by Edmund White | x ( 已婚男人 / 巴黎晃遊者 )
15. Dancer from the Dance by Andrew Holleran
16. Maurice by E. M. Forster
17. The City and the Pillar by Gore Vidal | x ( 永恆的媚拉 )
18. Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown
19. Brideshead Revisited by Evelyn Waugh
20. Confessions of a Mask by Yukio Mishima 假面的告白
21. The Member of the Wedding by Carson McCullers | x ( 寂寞獵人 )
22. City of Night by John Rechy
23. Myra Breckinridge by Gore Vidal 永恆的媚拉
24. Patience and Sarah by Isabel Miller
25. The Autobiography of Alice B. Toklas by Gertrude Stein
26. Other Voices, Other Rooms by Truman Capote | x ( 第凡內早餐 )
27. The Bostonians by Henry James | x ( 一位女士的畫像 )
28. Two Serious Ladies by Jane Bowles 兩位嚴肅的女人
29. Bastard Out of Carolina by Dorothy Allison 來自卡羅萊納的私生女兒
30. The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers 寂寞獵人
31. Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf 戴洛維夫人
32. The Persian Boy by Mary Renault
33. A Single Man by Christopher Isherwood
34. The Swimming Pool Library by Alan Hollinghurst | x ( 美的線條 )
35. Olivia by Dorothy Bussy
36. The Price of Salt (Carol) by Patricia Highsmith 鹽的代價
37. Aquamarine by Carol Anshaw
38. Another Country by James Baldwin | x ( 喬凡尼的房間 )
39. Chéri by Colette
40. The Turn of the Screw by Henry James | x ( 一位女士的畫像 )
41. The Color Purple by Alice Walker 紫色姊妹花
42. Women in Love by D. H. Lawrence 戀愛中的女人
43. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott 小婦人
44. The Friendly Young Ladies (The Middle Mist) by Mary Renault
45. Young Torless by Robert Musil / 改編電影 / - 其他作品 : 沒有個性的人 -
46. Eustace Chisholm and the Works by James Purdy
47. The Story of Harold by Terry Andrews
48. The Gallery by John Horne Burns
49. Sister Gin by June Arnold
50. Ready to Catch Him Should He Fall by Neil Bartlett
51. Father of Frankenstein by Christopher Bram / 改編電影 : 眾神與野獸
52. Naked Lunch by William Burroughs
53. The Berlin Stories by Christopher Isherwood
54. The Young and Evil by Charles Henri Ford and Parker Tyler
55. Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit by Jeanette Winterson
56. A Visitation of Spirits by Randall Kenan
57. Three Lives by Gertrude Stein
58. Concerning the Eccentricities of Cardinal Pirelli by Ronald Firbank
59. Rat Bohemia by Sarah Schulman
60. Pale Fire by Vladimir Nabokov 幽冥的火
61. The Counterfeiters by André Gide 偽幣製造者
62. The Passion by Jeanette Winterson
63. Lover by Bertha Harris
64. Moby Dick by Herman Melville 白鯨記
65. La Batarde by Violette Leduc | x ( 相思無盡 )
66. Death Comes for the Archbishop by Willa Cather
67. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee 梅崗城故事
68. The Satyricon by Petronius
69. The Alexandria Quartet by Lawrence Durrell | x ( 苦檸檬之島：我的賽普勒斯歲月 )
70. Special Friendships by Roger Peyrefitte
71. The Changelings by Jo Sinclair
72. Paradiso by José Lezama Lima
73. Sheeper by Irving Rosenthal
74. Les Guerilleres by Monique Wittig
75. The Child Manuela by Christa Winsloe
76. An Arrow's Flight by Mark Merlis
77. The Gaudy Image by William Talsman
78. The Exquisite Corpse by Alfred Chester
79. Was by Geoff Ryman
80. Théresè and Isabelle by Violette Leduc
81. Gemini by Michel Tournier
82. The Beautiful Room Is Empty by Edmund White | x ( 已婚男人 / 巴黎晃遊者 )
83. The Children's Crusade by Rebecca Brown
84. The Story of the Night by Colm Toibin
85. The Holy Terrors (Les Enfants Terribles) by Jean Cocteau
86. Hell Has No Limits by José Donoso
87. Riverfinger Women by Elana Nachman (Dykewomon)
88. The Man Who Fell in Love with the Moon by Tom Spanbauer
89. Closer by Dennis Cooper | x ( 嬉戲 )
90. Lost Illusions by Honoré de Balzac | x ( 高老頭 等等 )
91. Miss Peabody's Inheritance by Elizabeth Jolley
92. René's Flesh by Virgilio Pi?era
93. Funny Boy by Shyam Selvadurai
94. Wasteland by Jo Sinclair
95. Mrs. Stevens Hears the Mermaids Singing by May Sarton
96. Sea of Tranquillity by Paul Russell
97. Autobiography of a Family Photo by Jacqueline Woodson
98. In Thrall by Jane DeLynn
99. On Strike Against God by Joanna Russ
100. Sita by Kate Millett
( 看了 7本 )
Sunday, March 9, 2008
GREEN FOR LADS
##ReadMore##
今天在誠品敦南店黑膠文藝復興收藏展看到
the smiths 1984第一張專輯原始LP版本
邊緣破損, 色澤黯淡, 看起來像是被拋棄許久,
直到被有心人(好運人)挖出來, 才重見天日 ...
阿凱，謝謝你！！！！
我沒有掏出照相機把它拍下來然後走掉
我可是誠心誠意蹲在那裡欣賞了好久
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the smiths 的專輯封面 是一些奇怪而尋常的人
你一定會在路上看過這些尋常的人 但你一定不會察覺它的奇怪
直到他以他一貫的過於尋常的姿態被固定下來 才有可能發現這些過於尋常底下深藏著的,
無法動彈的留著淚的奇怪之處
但是morrissey的專輯封面則一律是一些過於自覺的怪人. 一行.
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但是我不知道如果有一天我走進一家異國的小店真的[撞見]原初版本的愛團黑膠 我會不會花一筆(能負擔的)金額 把它買下來
我已經盡了一個回溯型迷妹的義務, 買齊專輯的CD版本了, 也轉到電腦裡可隨時收聽了
對我來說, 這就夠了.
好整已暇地拿出珍藏的唱片
滿足地撫摸封面, 拍掉灰塵, 像牽著愛人的手般深情地拿出僅有的那一張
整理唱針, 放上唱盤, 調好音場, 備好咖啡, 關燈
聽音樂
我還是先去做其他事情好了 ( 比如, 寫寫沒營養的網誌之類的 )
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猶記得以前還寫過不少
[本來就很悲慘, 有了the smiths更加義無反顧地悲慘] 的慘綠青年文藝腔"所謂的聆樂感想"
不過我現在長大了, 這種事, 有做過就好
靠~~~
現在只想罵髒話
不想春傷秋悲
但是晚一點 去西門町廣場電影節聽歌跳舞
阿寬的歌單 深得我心
看著他 我想到
憤怒青年路線, 也只不過是個人為自己僅有一次的一生, 所自由意志選擇的生存姿態 其中一種,
每一種都不是 責任制的目的
只是自覺到一種能使我 (不是其他人建議的我) 活的更好的一種姿態, 然後不斷修正實踐方向
直到毫無羞愧的那一天
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the smiths的慘綠青年路線, 也是一次60分鐘人生的姿態
不管什麼時候回顧, 他都毫無羞愧地唱著
I'm so sick and tired, oh
And I'm feeling very sick and ill today, oh
But I'm still fond of you, oh-ho-oh
這是他選擇的人生
：
music
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